Blog of Vj

Sunday, August 06, 2017

Feel the Pain 😭😭😒

How was it so easy for you? How was it so easy for you to just walk away? Did I really mean that little to you? Do you even realize how badly you've hurt me?

You will never know the pain until and unless you look into my eyes, how badly I am hurt of you being away

Being ignored by You is very hard, but what hurts the most is how you made it look so easy!

How could you close all the doors!. Each and every day is like a hell without your message or voice. Just because I am strong enough to handle PAIN, doesn't mean I deserve it.

Millions of my words will not make you understand and millions of tears will not soften your heart which I have done already. Will continue to do million times until I am alive. Nobody will love you as I do.

Miss you V..ki 😒

Monday, July 17, 2017

I Miss You V..ki :(

I Miss YOU V..Ki, 
In every beat of my heart, 
In every blink of my eyes
In every second of Time and..
In every moment of the Day, I am alive!


Missing you is not about how long it has been since I have seen you or the amount of time since I have talked.. It's about that very moment when I am doing something and wishing you were there with me 😒

Thinking of you is easy, I do it every day, every minute and every second. Missing you is the heartache, that never has time-span. I am missing you more than you could ever imagine. I wish you come back to me.

It hurts when you have someone in your heart but you can't have them in your arms 😒

I may not be your first love, first kiss, first sight or first date, but all I want is to be your last Everything!

Falling in love is just a chance but falling in love with You again and again is not chance but destiny. That is what happening to me.. why don't you understand me 😭

I Miss you, only you V..ki..😒😭

Monday, June 26, 2017

Liebe mit ASO zu leben!


If I would know that I am gonna die tomorrow.. I will spend 23 hours with you.. and if u wonder what about the last hour.. Well, in that hour, I will find someone to take care of you.


Next time, if it rains just try to catch drops in your hands. The drops you catch is the amount you miss me and the drops you don’t is the amount I miss you.


If I could be anything in this world, I would be your tears, so that I could be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks and die on your lips.


If at any time your life feels like a candle in the wind, then I will put my hands around you so that all burns are mine and all light is yours.

In my life, my dear, you have been..
the shore and the horizon,
the light and the fire,
the gentle breeze and the tempest,
the singing brook and the roaring falls,
the vast valley and the steep peek,
the refreshing rain and the thunderous downpour,
the blooming spring and the dry Autumn,
the lover and the loved,
the worshiper and the God,
the teacher and the student,
the bliss and the sadness,
the dawn and the twilight,
the bud and the seed,
the extraordinary and the very ordinary,
the weekness and the strength,
the abundance and the scarcity,
the laughter and the tears,
the hope and the triumph ,
last but not least

You are my life and death.

If ten people care for you, one of them is me. If one person cares for you, that would be me again. If no one cares for you that means I’m not in this world anymore.

My heart : V..Ki



You are in my eyes, when i am awake!
You move to my mind, when I am sleep!
Seen in dream: we move around the world, until my eyes sleeps!
Return back to my eyes, when I open again! I wish to open and close my eyes to see and feel you until my eyes and mind sleeps for ever!


My Heart, Is filled with You!

Though broken, You hold It Strong!
Strong enough to pump the blood, To keep me Alive!
The day You leave my Heart, Is the day my heart would stop to pump!
Keep holding me, for me to be alive!




Didn't know love is such a pain,
Which kills everyday when you are away!
More than the pain I had when my mom passed away and while patching my heart!
Still I am strong at heart- Because now you are filled in it!πŸ’

Monday, April 03, 2017

An Intimate...



People like me never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!

If I had one wish this is what it would be, I'd ask you to spend all your time with me, we'd be together forever..

I guess that it's you I want to hold on to, but you're holding onto someone else - V..ki

How sad it would be,to be blind. To never have seen your smile. I remember the first time I heard your voice, a sound I never tire.

Every time you cross my mind, I think how lucky I've been, to have you as my special ! 

If i die today, or even tomorrow i'll have no regrets if you tell me you're mine!



V...Ki : Thanks for being there for me,
through good times and bad times.
I will be on your side even if the the world ends.
When the world is going,
I will be here,
now and until the end.
Your my very best dear.
The one that I look up to.
The one that I run to, when I have a problem.
The one that I talk to.
Your the one best dear that was always there for me.
I wanna thank you for all the things you gave and showed me.

Keep your eyes upon me, keep me in your sight, Help me don the crooked road, lead me to the light. The road I'm on is dark, I'm not sure if I know the way, Yet with you right beside me, I'm certain I won't stray. Protect me from the world, I know we'll make it through, Give me all the strength I need..... Let me lean on you."